Now, I can empathize with the Dawkins and Hitchens of the world. In my youth and much to the frustration of my parents, I enjoyed inviting Latter Day Saints and Jehovah's Witnesses into our home to debate. The JWs were especially eager to engage me in debates concerning evolution and creation and returned for more. Further, I seemed to have an innate animosity toward organized religion. It seems that I imbibed the messages of popular Canadian culture at a young age.
To my surprise and out of the ordinary course of things, I was born-again in my first year of University. The ordinary course of things is that Christians lose their faith in college when they are confronted with "hard questions" that challenge their received tradition. On the other hand, I was quickly disillusioned of my notion that the University was a higher place of learning. In my orientation and first week of classes, I discovered that my fellow students were not concerned with "hard questions" but hard liquor.
Further, I discovered that my chosen field of Psychology was the wrong discipline to develop what I saw as a fundamental question with respect to understanding human beings. "Is there a spirit realm, do gods exist or do most human beings suffer from a delusion?" At the time, this hypothesis was open ended. Further, I wondered, if there are no gods, then has belief in a spirit realm served some positive evolutionary function? These questions still seem quite simple to me and relevant to Psychology but Psychology being a rather "young" science is trying very hard to play with the big boys like the physicists and biologists. So, the human being is reduced to numbers. Methodology is reduced to quantifiable questionnaires rather than probing questions.
While I learned some fascinating information about human development and sense perception (N.B. both these topics could fall under biology), I found that the films I viewed in my film courses and the novels I read in my literature course offered more insight into human nature than my psychology textbooks. Further, I noticed that the more I read the Bible (that backward, primitive book full of archaic rules and bizarre tales), the better I understood the literature I was reading. Whether it was Franz Kafka, Margaret Atwood or Stephen King, biblical literacy was not a hinderance to my intellectual life but an advantage. Further, I discovered that the biblical authors were not afraid to ask the "hard questions" about human existence and even encouraged the moderate consumption of hard liquor. So, once again out of the ordinary course of things, my faith in Christ led me to enjoy the occasional beer with my fellow students.
If only Qohelet had thought to write Ecclesiastes in the form of a survey. On a scale of one to ten (one being gathering stones and ten being scattering stones) which best describes your current state. Do the same with the following pairs: loving:hating, living:dying, silent:speaking. . . Instead, what did he write?
"A man can do nothing better than to eat and drink and find satisfaction in his work. This too, I see, is from the hand of God, for without him, who can eat or find enjoyment? To the man who pleases him, God gives wisdom, knowledge and happiness, but to the sinner he gives the task of gathering and storing up wealth to hand it over to the one who pleases God. This too is mist, a chasing after the wind." Ecclesiastes 2:24-26